So it has been pointed out to me that I left my blog unfinished - incidentally, by the same person who called me out on never posting pictures of myself. The rest of you have been slacking! And while it seems unnecessary to have a post simply to say that I'm back, I do like to reflect after travelling and collect my thoughts. My blogs are usually built around being away from home; taking some time to think afterwards helps me figure out what the value of leaving in the first place was, and what I want to do now that I'm back. Heads up - the next few paragraphs are wordy and a little theoretical given that it's related to to my final year inquiry project. You can skip ahead if you like, and jump back in after the photo of the flag.
The biggest surprise to me was Québécois culture. Part of what defines culture is what you hold important and try to guard for future generations, and it is amazing to see the pride held for such a collective set of distinctive foods, dances, musical styles, language/accents, and recounted history.
I believe in a united Canada, but this is also biased by my understanding of Canadian culture as diverse, by definition. I have been asked in the past whether I believe that identity is lost through multiculturalism - and my answer is 'yes', but with the very important qualifier that a new identity or culture can be created out of the blend. For me, this third, forged culture is what Canada gains in return for what it lacks in a recognized collective culture (which is getting more and more difficult to find throughout the world anyway): this synthesized Canadian culture is formed of a generally-held respect for diversity, value for accommodation, and the resultant mix of lifestyles. This isn't to say that limits aren't needed, or that we don't have our problems, or even that this holds consistently across east/west, north/south, or rural/urban divides. However - in my own experience, I believe that Canadians have a greater appreciation for multiculturalism and live with it successfully than other countries.
So this leads to a problem on my part when the culture that I want to embrace as part of the Canadian mosaic doesn't want to be a part of it; part of the Québécois definition of culture is that it is not Canadian, much as a key element of being Canadian is that you are not American. It certainly wasn't a topic that I could get a good handle on in the five weeks that I was there, and I would be very interested to discuss it with young Québécois, rather than just host families or instructors. Something to keep learning about in the future, I guess, and if I stay in Canada - as I hope to - probably a topic that will return to anglophone Canada again at some point in the future.
And in terms of my excuse for travel - the Explore program was good. I'm glad I did it. The most rewarding part was seeing the effort I've put into maintaining my skills on my own (I haven't been able to take classes since Grade 12 - that's 5 years!) pay off; my host family said that my speaking was already quite good when I arrived, so they noticed the biggest improvement in vocabulary. That said, I definitely needed the refresher on certain grammatical points (hello, subjonctif), and picked up some Québécois-isms along the way. And there's nothing like immersion to improve the ease of speaking and listening in french; I'm going to miss the pleasure of seeing such a direct translation from effort to real life usefulness.
But on the other hand, I am very much enjoying my anglophone home life. School and summers have kept me so busy for years now; I've worked hard on maintaining my relationships but some are bound to slip a little to the side. July has been a wonderful month and I've been so, so fortunate to spend it seeing many of the people I care about: my mother, father, and brother; my cousins visiting from Malaysia; my university friends as we try to navigate new dynamics after graduation; even my Scarborough friends, the ones I grew up with in elementary and middle school, and the first ones outside of my family who were majorly responsible for forming a good deal of who I am (so: if I have any traits that annoy you, blame them! :P). It's been marvellous, and I'm very thankful.
As for August, I still want to take advantage of this break by spending time with friends and family - but in between that I will be preparing for my next big adventure of graduate studies! So far that's taken the form of lots of paper-pushing and internetting (i.e. fun times with different registration processes on McMaster's terribly outdated online services), and apartment-hunting for a new place to call home. I've found and applied for one place already; one of the things I like most about it is a little deck/balcony that I have dreams of stringing Christmas lights on (for the whole year, obviously!). If you are ever in the neighbourhood, it would be the perfect place for some tea and a chat. I hope that I'll see you there. :)
All the best,
-Robin
The biggest surprise to me was Québécois culture. Part of what defines culture is what you hold important and try to guard for future generations, and it is amazing to see the pride held for such a collective set of distinctive foods, dances, musical styles, language/accents, and recounted history.
So this leads to a problem on my part when the culture that I want to embrace as part of the Canadian mosaic doesn't want to be a part of it; part of the Québécois definition of culture is that it is not Canadian, much as a key element of being Canadian is that you are not American. It certainly wasn't a topic that I could get a good handle on in the five weeks that I was there, and I would be very interested to discuss it with young Québécois, rather than just host families or instructors. Something to keep learning about in the future, I guess, and if I stay in Canada - as I hope to - probably a topic that will return to anglophone Canada again at some point in the future.
And in terms of my excuse for travel - the Explore program was good. I'm glad I did it. The most rewarding part was seeing the effort I've put into maintaining my skills on my own (I haven't been able to take classes since Grade 12 - that's 5 years!) pay off; my host family said that my speaking was already quite good when I arrived, so they noticed the biggest improvement in vocabulary. That said, I definitely needed the refresher on certain grammatical points (hello, subjonctif), and picked up some Québécois-isms along the way. And there's nothing like immersion to improve the ease of speaking and listening in french; I'm going to miss the pleasure of seeing such a direct translation from effort to real life usefulness.
As for August, I still want to take advantage of this break by spending time with friends and family - but in between that I will be preparing for my next big adventure of graduate studies! So far that's taken the form of lots of paper-pushing and internetting (i.e. fun times with different registration processes on McMaster's terribly outdated online services), and apartment-hunting for a new place to call home. I've found and applied for one place already; one of the things I like most about it is a little deck/balcony that I have dreams of stringing Christmas lights on (for the whole year, obviously!). If you are ever in the neighbourhood, it would be the perfect place for some tea and a chat. I hope that I'll see you there. :)
-Robin
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